It is already February and this is the first time I've written a journal. I figured in honor of this purely guilt driven hallmark holiday I would update people who care about my life. (not that I think any of you care, though if you are reading this then you care at least a little) I am very happy today, as I spent the day with my boyfriend, though I use the word boyfriend loosely as he is much more than that to me. (He is the love of my life, as well as my first love.)

Life in general has been pretty great. College is challenging in a good way, though not so challenging that I'm not still doing very well which is very good. Basically, right now I am loving my life and everything is going great. [knock on wood] (I'm just waiting for the anvil to fall on my head and make everything miserable again, hopefully that won't happen though)

Good luck to everyone and I hope that your Valentine's day is treating you well as well as life in general.

Everything is lovely at this point in time, which probably means it'll be a while before I post anything since usually my most creative times are when things aren't quite right. I did draw a comic during class which I am thinking of posting, but I have to re-draw it because it is in my notes, and I don't think anyone is interested in my notes for my Honors Ancient Greek Literature and Medicine class.

Apparently, I may very soon loose my parental funding, which means life for me will have to change. I will not have time to sleep let alone write, if this does in fact occur. School will become much more difficult considering the lack of funding. Life as I know it may very soon be coming to an end. On a happier note... well, okay, so I don't have a happier note... Life sucks this week.

I am writing this journal mainly to update my journal. I have very little to say at this point and time to the dA audience (not that anyone is actually reading this). I have started to like drawing/doodling a lot. I'm not at all skilled, but it is fun for me. To all of the real artists, please forgive me for my attempt at mediocrity, please don't hold a grudge against me for posting my sorry attempts at art. I currently am prospering mentally and wish the same to everyone else, may your creative thoughts flow and may you learn from the world around you.

So, apparently I'm prone to insanity taking over my rational thought and running away with my emotions. This unfortunately is my state at the current moment. I really can't explain my feelings to most anyone. There is only one person who can attempt to alleviate my insanity, and I hope it will work. Good luck to you, my love, you know who you are... whether or not you actually ever read this.